If I think about the universe, and what science tells us, life as we conceive of it appears almost infinitely rare.  Hardly a day goes by that I don’t meditate on what I see as the utter scarcity of this human condition, or if I am to speak more inclusively, this life condition.  I am unable to take for granted, at least for very long, that we are beings complete with consciousness, an ability to sense beyond ourselves, and to communicate our impressions and feelings.  If we distinguish ourselves from the inanimate, we as conscious entities form but mere micro-specks within the vast milieu of non-living material and empty space.  What are the odds?

Painting, while it covers much ground in terms of the various energies that drive the process, ultimately brings me back to this phenomenon, and with cause for celebration.  During such moments, I often see myself operating as both creator and observer, somehow in charge of the painting’s orchestration, but never more than a step ahead of the painting itself.  The painting bears a life of its own, and I feel like only a catalyst at key moments of development.  When I am satisfied with a piece and consider it complete, I find myself more witness than owner, as though the spirit of the image continues to pulse just beyond grasp.